Get Lost

My view tonight in an empty city: Sevilla. Covid19…

Tonight I feel lost in this balcony drinking a black coffee, alone in this sevillan hotel. This city is so quiet with the corona. When you are free to travel anywhere, the risk is to get lost, believe me. After 8 years like this, oftenly, that’s what I feel. When I had a traditional lifestyle, I couldn’t even understand this. So to lose myself is a luxury in a way. Tonight, my soul is flying in the dark night around the full moon. Where else could I be ? What should I do ? Doubts make you feel alive right ? I don’t know if I’m too happy or really lost actually. Professionally it couldn’t be better, but life is not only about your job and passions, it’s about having your soul free. Mine is flying. And flying is a strange thing. You feel like falling and being superior to life at the same time. So tonight, i just sit and drink this black coffee to feel the ground.

You have to get lost and you have to stay connected to reality, always.